THIS IS ME

All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself. ~Ralph Ellison,

I guess our friendship is really over.

it's hard to maintain a friendship when your point of common interest is gone. Sometimes you can manage it, but frequently you have to accept that the good memories of the past are just that.

what I ever I did to make you so mad at me, I'm sorry. And I also just want to thank you for being a friend to me for few month - I have many good memories of that time together. But, I guess it's over.

And so this is goodbye...

KAPURPURAWAN ADVENTURE

when I first saw KAPURPURAWAN I wondering how many years it could have taken nature to carve something extraordinary out of a big mountain of rock. I wondered who could have first discovered the place, it being so far from the highway and with no obvious human inhabitants in sight.

when I was there its look like I'm in the middle of the desert.

this is the type of places i would say "amazing rock formations".

change

Oftentimes we experience change. We have to admin it that we hate such thing even though it is permanent one. We tend to forget that it’s a usual part of life and it’s common for everyone.

It’s more annoying when it happens to our friends. All of a sudden they grew up and mature into individuals we barely knew. And with my young mind I couldn’t help but ask why certain things just happen although I know I am changing, too.

I have had acquaintance (when am in aie college before) and I have met new friends while I couldn’t help others leaving their long – time footprints behind. My experience showed me that the word continues moving on even though I was left to dwell unto memories. I know they do not mean to do such things, perhaps they are driven by something and as what I said there is always a constants change.

It’s hard to let go of them because you know deep inside your heart that you spend your life keeping the connection alive. Bonds aren’t created overnight. You have to earn for it….for months and for years. And just hope that no matter how time flies, the bonds we have with my friends will be there no matter what change occur.

As I continued on with life I began to get used with the change I once hated even thought it wasn’t easy to accept. It takes a lot of time and courage to get used to it. I still hate sometimes but now I know that change somehow gives life an essence. We find those real people that would stay with us no matter how confusing life is. And they are those who are really worthy to be called friends.

There are a lot of lessons out there but so far I have learned; you never know the importance unless you experience one. For every move you do, you change a life…or you change your life. It is either for the better or for the worst. Through the challenges we face, we discover the real world…if we’re lucky we find ourselves… we realize who we really are and our worth.

my lola who measures with her heart

Wrinkled face and hands, but not his heart. I have love her since I was a child. I have admired her since I was a baby and I have heard her sing the sweetest song!
My grandmother is a simple woman with simple dreams.My mother is her daughter. She has loved my mother with the greatest care for my lolo has died 4 years ago.
My lola is hardworking, now ripened in her age, she works everyday. Seldom I see her resting or sitting in her "butaka", seldom I see her idling, or staying long in the streets. She goes around the house looking for work. Yes she knows how to select the best!
One time, as I looking now at her grown up face, I realized that my loving lola was now reached the sunset years in his life. But her agility, she still enjoying life. And I want to enjoy life with her! I want also to share my achievements with her-not only to my papa,not only to mama and not only to my sister, but to the woman who sings love song to me and who measures love around her heart
My dear lola. I want her to be with me and I will be her cane when the sun has fallen down to her. I can say and I proud that I am her APOKO

my friends

I live full of hurdles and hardship. May pag kakataong gusto ko ng sumoko but still I pursue more for I know there were helping hands who were ready to help me when in times of trouble
I may not see them often but i know they are there.Tears may shed when I'm pain but they are right there are ready to offer their shoulder for me to cry on. Hindi ko sinasabi na may problema ako, but they are still there, waiting for the real reason.
Oftentimes, i laughed and cheer with them. Sinasabi ko problema ko sa kanila dahil alam ko gagawin nila makakaya nila para tulongan ako. I get mad at them but nevertheless, my care for theme still exists. They cheer me up when I'm sad, they never left me when I'm down and I know even the most strong trial can't destroy what we had.
Some may leave me, hate me, forsake me but never they will. I ain't really living without them, they are-MY FRIENDS.

MY SILENT DEVIL GROUPS FRIENDS
MY CHILDHOOD FRIENDS
MY HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS(a year ko ng di nakikita pero my communication pa rin)
MY KARROBA FRIENDS

long live SAN NICOLAS

happy birthday SAN NICOLAS! One hundred years, imagine! you have fought so hard SAN NICOLAS for the duration of one hundred years!

Long live san nicolas! long live san nicolanio! on your one hundred years, i am offering myself one of your proud sons and daughters to be strong so that your success will last forever until eternity! "AGBIAG KA SAN NICOLAS"